The Cock Control and Sissy School Testimoanials

It’s kind of funny, almost.  Why do I love my Mistress?  How does love become love?  When you meet someone for the first time, how is it that they capture your attention ahead of someone else?  What is it that propmts one to realize that they actually have fallen for someone?

It’s very difficult to put into words what it is that first compelled me to fall for MsTara, but every time we talk or chat, She seems to ratchet up the intensity and She does it almost imperceptibly.  And it’s not like we have been able to talk or chat that often, but over time, She has constantly shown that She knows what I need and what I crave.  Until the moment came to me the other night that I had fallen for Her.

She has always had the ability to grab my attention.  When I first met Her in the chatroom, She was one of a few who knew right away not to allow me to leave to go to bed.  No matter what time of the night (or early morning it was), I wasn’t to be allowed to leave.  Instead, I had to shut up and get another beer.  There were a few nights when I got pretty hammered while chatting in that room.  And then, on the phone for as long as She wanted.

As time passed, the hold She had on me became tighter and tighter.  And She learned more and more the details of my own submissiveness.  She came to know when to be nice, when to tease, when to humiliate and when to make me Her bitch.  And it has always been heavenly.

This past week, I came to understand that I was falling for MsTara in a way that I had not fallen in a long time.  The hold She had begun to take many months ago had now become an unyielding grip from which I could not nor would not want to extricate myself.  And I liked it.  And now, at the end of every chat session or conversation, I cannot leave Her until I end it properly and that is by saying, “I love You, MsTara�.  And I like the way She has made all this happen.

When we first began talking and chatting, She was dominant, but She was also nice.  And that was nice.  As our time together elapsed, She (and I) realized that there were times when I liked things a bit rougher.  In fact, the more demanding She got, the more of an effect it had on me, until now, She moves effortlessly back and forth from loving to teasing to being quite demanding.  And for each shift, my mind and my body immediately responds.  I often feel like a violin as She ably and expertly plays me as no one else does.

The effect has been that I now find myself thinking of Her at times that I shouldn’t be.  Even as I type these words, on the day of Christmas Eve, I should be spending time with my family upstairs, but I am here saying what I must.  And that is “I love You MsTara�.  Bye for now.

The House That Ally Built

MsAlly built a house with many doors and many floors
And many rooms to visit and see
Whatever fantasy you care to explore
She would offer one more
At the house that Ally built.

Soon ladies so fine, like the finest wine
Packed the house with joy
Laughing and teasing and oh so pleasing
Each lady’s talent fully employed
At the house that Ally built.

She said to me whatever you please,
perhaps your cock needs controlled
Or a school for sissies
As I felt perversions unfold
All in the house that Ally built

I thought and I pondered
A smorgasboard of delight
From lady to lady I wandered
Finally deciding control would excite
Deep inside the house that Ally built

Then one day an MP3 would I play
And out reached a voice so melodic
I was shortly under its sway
While I stroked I felt rhapsodic
Inside the house that Ally built

As her voice and giggle took hold
I whimpered and moaned this lass soon I must meet
I picked up the phone but my cock grew cold
Dialing and trying I started to feel defeat
My head against a door in the house that Ally built

Frustration it grew, but what could I do?
For hours her number I entered
I gazed with a frown on balls of deep blue
Finally a break and my karma centered
Inside the house that Ally built

The door with a squeak opened,
And voice did speak
More beautiful than I was hopin’
I no longer felt bleak
While a girl did speak from the house that Ally built

‘Hellooo’ came her greeting, so friendly and kind
With just a hint of teasing
I found myself open my mind
And my cock did I start a squeezing
While giggles came from the house that Ally built

She started probing and prying
My secrets she soon uncovered
As I said what’s the point in lying?
Much lay undiscovered
Talking in the house that Ally built

I said what should I call you?
She giggled and said, Mistress, Princess or Grace
She spoke so gayly and true
As I snuggled deep into her embrace
From within the house that Ally built

At first I thought only of my dick
But shortly a relationship grew
Like a stick on a fence as we started to ‘click’
Words like ‘friend’ started ringing increasingly true
While time unwinds inside the house that Ally built

And others I met, like jem, ace and lucky pet
More friendships I hold dear
As we goofed on the net
On this playground filled with fun and good cheer
All because of the house that Ally built

And since I came here I’ve been crushed by a giantess
Sacrificed by a coven of witches
And spanked by MsTara and uncountable Mistresses
So frequently I no longer bother to wear britches
While roaming the house that Ally built

So please pardon me
As I bend to one knee
And give MsAlly her due
Thank you, thank you, thank you
For building a house so true!

Why I Love Ms Carmen, and How I Met Her

As we go through life, there are some things that we never consider doing. In many cases, we have very good and valid reasons. For example, I have no desire to go to Afghanistan anytime soon. There’s a strong survival instinct that probably makes it wise for me to keep things that way. However, sometimes we keep doors closed that are worth opening or at least putting our foot in.

Such is the case with a phone sex service. I had many times accidentally typed in a wrong url address or clicked where I shouldn’t have and been lead to a porn site. Getting out in many cases proved difficult with the numerous pop-up windows. Such was not the case as I clicked on a call site from URNotAlone. It lead me first to Sissy School which I knew wasn’t my cup of tea. Then I found FemPhone which seemed more up my alley. Women who feminize men sometimes even willingly. I was genuinely interested, but I had never called such a site.

I was curious and emailed a few of the mistresses with a fantasy about being transformed into a debutante getting ready for her ball. Most emailed me back and said they would be willing to work with me. I called one, talked for 30 minutes, but didn’t really click. I jumped on their online chat and was recommended Ms. Sarah. She was the one who said I should skip the fantasy and actually buy the dress. It took a few months, but her words came to fruition when I bought that debutante dress. So in a way, Ms. Sarah planted the first seed.

Oddly enough, I decided to call one of the mistresses who had not responded to my initial inquiries – Ms. Carmen. She had posted something in her blog about setting aside thirty minutes, and she would do a magical transformation turning you into a woman. I liked the idea of that and called her cold. I asked Ms. Carmen for a rather vanilla transformation asking her to turn me into a schoolgirl. Thirty minutes later I was one happy girl.

However, it was the second call a month later when we really clicked.
This time, I asked to be turned into a debutante. The call went very much like before only this time she had me in sheer ecstasy. I could not believe the very feminine feeling she had awoke in me. So out of my mouth as I was enjoying the moment came, “I feel like a girl.” Ms.
Carmen softly replied back, “Well you are.” I was amazed at how we transitioned so nicely into a conversation about each other. She suggested that I might enjoy hypnosis. I was curious, but I also now trusted Ms. Carmen. She wrote in her blog the next day:

“Stephanie, what a delicious time we had while I dressed you and made you feel supremely feminine… in MANY ways! I look forward to much more fun and intimacy with you, and I thank you for the photo you sent me.
You are simply lovely.”

In January, 2007, we had our first hypnosis session. We chatted at length beforehand on Yahoo Messenger. I told Ms. Carmen that I felt like the time to transition between male and female was too lengthy. I could do the actual dressing, makeup, wig, etc, but I felt like the mental switch didn’t always occur. In a sense, I was worried about my duality.
During the session, Ms. Carmen asked me to treat Stephanie as the real person and my male side as the costume. She doesn’t use trigger words with me… just suggestions and feminine affirmations. When she brought me out, I felt quite emotional. Ms. Carmen says this is normal, and she feels the same way working with her clients.

Let me say this about Ms. Carmen’s hypnosis sessions. They are very relaxing, and I always come out much more emotionally aware of myself.
She instills the words, “strength, confidence, and grace” in each session. And no, I don’t make animal sounds or do silly things afterwards. I’m only reinforced in my feminine goals, and it seems to be working. There are times when I get revelations, and I can’t explain where it comes from. That is what hypnosis does for me.

In a session a few months after the first, we chatted for a long time before the actual session. It still seems I keep many doors closed. Ms.
Carmen has asked that I don’t eliminate any good possibilities particularly ones that I am currently doing. She says I shouldn’t assume that I can’t carry over some of the work I do and enjoy in male mode into a feminine equivalent. Ms. Carmen also helped me put some issues about my past to rest especially my college years. I’ve had dark thoughts about how I wasted those years. I understand that part of my life was necessary in order to get to where I am now.

One person asked me in chat if I was “owned” by Ms. Carmen. I said no. I consider her a friend. I have told many of the mistresses and chatters that Ms. Carmen has a love and passion for the transgender community.
She has even asked me my opinion on how she deals with some of her crossdresser callers who want to come out. She also has a strong intuition, and I enjoy hearing her thoughts about my life circumstances.
I do love her for that and everything else that I have written, and she has told me the feeling is mutual. I understand many of the regular callers have mistress type relationships in their sessions, and that is what they were looking for. As it turns out, I was looking for someone to help me understand myself better. As far as I’m concerned, someone who can do that is truly a friend. That is someone worth loving!

Why I love Sissyschool.com? Well, I can hardly limit it to that one site, as some of the best it has to offer lies in where you can be taken from there. And you can absolutely be taken there, in more ways than you may imagine right now.

At SissySchool one first finds the list of Mistresses, and those lovely pictures, and those seductive little entreaties they have each so thoughtfully provided there for us. You can spend a wonderful little while just reading all of those little bios, looking at those lovely legs, and those lovely eyes, filled as they are with amusement at the sight of each little sissy. In fact I just paused for a moment there while typing this as my mind wandered…..

Ok, back now (grins). And lovely as those pictures are, and as seductive as those little bios can certainly be, no picture or paragraph can come close to what you experience with actual live contact. From Sissyschool you can enter directly into the chatrooms, where the experience changes on a dime. In the chats you are right there with other people, and much of the time, with one or even more of those lovely Mistresses. I won’t bore you with treacly accounts of the joy of ‘community’ and all that, but I will talk about friends. I have met and made friends with several people in those rooms, both Mistresses and chatters alike. Real friends, people I care about and whose company I greatly enjoy. When I started making calls to the Mistresses I chose at random, but after a short while I found that I could learn about the Mistresses in chat,; whether they played soft, or hard, or they were giggly, or charismatic, or amazingly charismatic, or even a little scary…

If you have not been witness to one of MsTara’s famous chatroom spankings you have missed a truly singular event. Or the frequent wackiness during Tease Time every Thursday with MsGrace, or the puzzlement when someone new wanders into our weekly football chat with MsElizabeth. Sissies talking football? Yes, and you had better watch your manners with Her in the room.

MsElizabeth, MsGrace, and many others are now not only Mistresses whom I love to have play with me, but they are also my friends. And I know that they feel the same thing about me. So are many of the other subs whom I have met in those rooms. Some of us may even have a get together here in Boston this Spring, if any of you have ever wanted to go on a whale watching cruise then stay tuned, conversations have begun.

And if you want to find a safe happy and rather zany place to freely talk about, learn about, and enjoy some of your zany kinky ideas, then come on in. We’re pretty friendly, sometimes we make cookies, or jello shots, and if you are really lucky MsTara might just give you a spanking. Or one of the Mistresses might just see you as a perfect little pet to be, and you may find yourself being happily taken,  And then taken over and over again…..

www.sissyschool.com 

Why I Love Suckpatrol.com

In today’s society a woman thinking another woman is attractive is now incredibly common, be that sexually or for just their general appearance.  However a man liking a man, or in fact a man liking the cock is still deemed a major taboo in society today.  At suckpatrol it is celebrated.  Although the presence and direction of a mistress is needed for the fantasy to be arousing (in many cases) nevertheless the website and it’s community allows for this niche in society to be explored.

Ever since seeing Brad Pitt take his shirt off in Thelma and Louise (I seen it in 1998) I have known I wasn’t your atypical teenage boy, just seeing his muscular body made my body react which normally happened only when reading playboy or watching Spice Girls videos!   I was frightened and confused by my sexuality, as I live in a small community there wasn’t any gay culture in my town.  There was no room for experimentation as as soon as you do something everyone knows your business.  I repressed these thoughts and fantasies until I found the website.  It was through finding your website that it was a common fantasy especially if a man had no choice.  I realised that yoru sexuality it isn’t just either black or white, gay or straight but there is a wonderful rainbow of grey in the middle, where everyone fits in somewhere.  I can now comfortably admit to anyone that asks that I find men sexually attractive (especially David Beckham, ooft!).

Not only do I love the website it influenced me in the most wonderful way.  It opened my eyes amd let me open my mind.  It gave me confidence and security in my sexuality to explore my homosexual repressed fantasies and explore them I have.  I have been with three hot muscular men that were bigger than average in the cock stakes and I lost my  virginity to the first one.  Not only did I cum harder than ever at this point in my life, I was able to do so and not feel any guilt that I had felt before when fantasising or looking at hot guys.

Not only did I have sex with these three men I have also now had sex with two women. Now being a virgin just seven short months ago I can’t believe my luck.  The first girl was the boyfriend of the first guy I slept with and I got to sleep with her for letting her man be with me.  Sounds very depraved and sordid, but it was beautiful.  I did try and persuade her to be first but she wasn’t having it!  All this came about as I simply had enough confidence to say to the girl that her boyfriend would look hotter in a tighter shirt.  She said she agreed but he was a bit shy, and after that we got on very well.  It was amazing.  I am still in touch with her.  Through suckpatrol and Miss Ava I gained the confidence to come out of my shell.

I may be a sissy pin dicked faggot but I am a confident sissy pin dicked faggot.  Suckpatrol and Miss Ava gave me that confidence, and I hope everyone that visits the site is influenced in someway like I was influenced.  Suckpatrol I love you xxx

www.suckpatrol.com 

Sissy Asslick loves Ms. Elizabeth’s site because Ms. Elizabeth KNOWS!  She knows what sissies like me need.  She not only knows HOW to humiliate a chastised sissy bitch, but She is fully aware of how demeaning it is to have his idiotic behavior documented for the world to see.  She knows that the first phone call is only the beginning…that stupid sissies like me have a bizarre and ridiculous need to be exposed to the world…and that having their antics described for everyone’s amusement will keep Her fools coming back again and again.

 

Reading Ms Elizabeth’s blog is absolutely inspiring!  The derogatory way in which She refers to her subjects on the blog is incredible.  It is SOOO obvious that She delights in the stupid things She can make Her chastised fools do for her.  The very fact that her blog exists makes this chastised sissy want…NO, NEED…to make the call, in the faint hope that he might so amuse Her that he and his little chastised clitty might receive a brief mention. 

 

And the call itself is never anything less than dynamic!  Ms Elizabeth seems to intuitively grasp just what it is that a chastised sissy longs for.  In our very first session, She named me Sissy Asslick.  How did She know????????????????  How did She know that I go about my daily business wishing and dreaming that the world was so arranged that at the snap of a finger any woman could order me to my knees with my nose to her ass and make me worship???  But she knew!!!  And it is obvious from her wonderful blog that she knows EXACTLY what all of Her subjects need…whatever bizarre and ridiculous thing each of Her fools require, she is completely perceptive and accommodating.  Of course, accommodating is not the right word…because Ms. Elizabeth is so wicked in Her understanding.  She uses it.  She uses her knowledge of what her fools want for one thing and one thing only…her own amusement!  And if it so amuses Her to share Her idiots’ antics with others, she feels free, because it is Her right for being so much more intelligent than any of Her idiots could ever be.  And that comes across so clearly on Her website, it is intoxicating!! 

 

For our last session, I was informed by Her Highness that She would be sharing my humiliation with Ms. Trish…again, how did She know??  How did She know that it would make Her sissy so weak and powerless to be laughed at by TWO incredible Goddesses at once??  But She knew!  And She also knew, I am sure, that Her sissy was more than willing to do anything to amuse Her and Her friend just for the slim, faint chance that She might take the time to describe Her idiot’s humiliation to the world on her wonderful blog. 

 

Making it onto Ms. Elizabeth’s blog has become my dream.  The thought of hearing about how amused She was at our session, and having it written about in Her so completely demeaning way, inspires this sissy.  Should this ever come to pass, I hope that You and everyone in the Ldw world will join in a fun round of howling laughter…courtesy of the BEST…and most WICKED…Ms. Elizabeth!

 

Sincerely,

 

Sissy Asslick

Why I love CockControl.com and Princess Grace

I have been calling Princess Grace and other mistresses (to a lesser extent) on CockControl.com for some time now, though I am probably by no means the longest caller, nor the most prolific; it comes in spurts for me (no pun intended).  There are hundreds, nay thousands more than likely, of phone sex operations on the Internet; so what makes CockControl.com so different?  For me, it really comes down to two characteristics that the operators at CockControl.com possess – they are intelligent and opinionated.

Every mistress I have spoken to from CockControl.com is extremely intelligent, and that is very, very sexy to me.  I routinely call Princess Grace mostly, and we routinely talk about things aside from, well, you know .  It is very enjoyable to know you are speaking to someone who can actually carry on a conversation.  And of course, use that intelligence to drive you wild.

With that intelligence comes strict opinions on all things, especially cock control.  The mistresses at CockControl.com are not simple phone sex operators.  There are numerous operations you can call who will do just about anything to get you to call – CockControl.com is different and it shows.  The mistresses take a stand on what they want and that you WILL listen and obey; and it is extremely exciting.  CockControl.com is not a site for everyone and the mistresses like it that way, which I think is excellent.  The forums and chat room are never filled with useless chatter having nothing to do with the site, and the content is top notch.  And this is all due to the focus that the mistresses at CockControl.com have.

And Princess Grace definitely has opinions .  Grace always knows what she wants and how to get it from me, and as much as I might complain (in a polite way of course) at the time, I know she has what is best for me at heart, and I appreciate that.  She always treats me well; and the other mistresses I have spoken to at CockControl.com are the same way.  I know that EVERY time I call, I am going to hang up feeling better than I did when I called; even if I am denied .

Another aspect of CockControl.com which I appreciate, is that everyone behind the site goes the extra mile to make the experience all the better.  There are numerous live chats, the new cock radio, the blogs, and the forums are all things which the mistresses do for us that take up precious amounts of their time, time they could spend working.  Oh, and all of those things are available free of charge.  It truly shows that the mistresses behind CockControl.com care about the service, and care about their customers.

I cannot recall when I began calling the service.  I know that I called Princess Grace and I was extremely nervous; I only knew I HAD to call, something about the site called to me.  She put me at ease and the rest is history.  That pretty much sums up my experience with CockControl.com – extremely satisfied, and I feel like I am more than a customer to Ally, Grace, and the rest of the mistresses.

Why i Love CockControl.com.

Cockcontrol.com is my absolute favorite website for many reasons. Not only does it have the most beautiful & the sexiest women in the world on it but it has photos of them & audio files they have done. Add to that Cock Radio & the Community kink chat room & it is a wonderful place.

But cockcontrol.com is so much more than just an adult themed site. It somehow is able to mix sexy and kinky with classy & clean & respectable. When you first arrive at cockcontrol.com a picture of a very lovely lady looking incredibly sexy meets you. (Wow Ms Tia) But it is very clean. And when you get “inside” there are lots of pictures of pretty ladies looking completely sexy.  But in NO WAY trashy. Also, each lady has a profile, again sexy & yet also attractive. A rarely seen combination.  Plenty of sites have girly pictures and such but classy, real women is special.

These coupled with the forums, chatroom, audio’s & Cock Radio make it much easier to get to know those behind the site.  That makes things so much better. There are 45 women listed on the site. By getting to know them, i have found friends & support along with the best match for my interests.

Now if one is just in a “horn dog” mood this is the place to be also. The pictures that are here make good eye candy. The audio’s can be listened to purely for erotic value & on cock radio & in the chat room can often times be found some very fun things. Mostly women talking about their interests, in a way that they know is effecting the audience greatly!

Also, this place leads you to some great places. The blogs, the links (especially, well i won’t list them as that would get off track but there are 3 great things found through cockcontrol.com separate from it.). Then there are the related sites that are so great.  Someone great once said, ” It’s interesting how all these seemingly unrelated “niches” are related.”

The greatest thing about cockcontrol.com is the people involved.  It is so important that it is a place about real people. & it is not only the wonderful women that can be find here. But those that visit are a good bunch too. This is a place to go if one wants good, helpful, tough but considerate feedback on things. Kinky things or “vanilla” things. Then when the ladies of the group chime in too it is off the charts helpful.

There is one other thing that makes cockcontrol special. IT IS THE SEXIEST PLACE IN THE WORLD! The women here are amazing & very sexy. They are the perfect set of pretty, sexy, sophisticated and wild! It is the perfect spot. Be sure this would not be the case if the feeling weren’t first classy & respectable.

The women here are wonderful and they understand everything. There is no feeling of self-consciousness when one is here. i am never concerned that i will be ridiculed. They will take whatever comes and run with it. i don’t have to worry about if i will be laughed at. Absolutely i will be! And it will be intensified. But i also am never concerned that i will be mistreated. i am very confident that will never happen. Also, this place is very professional. How it is able to be both professional & personal is a wonder, but it does it for sure.

i love Cockcontrol.com because of all these things. But mostly because it is a perfect fit with me and because i feel so comfortable here. i feel sexy myself, just for being around it. i hope i can help add something to it & never loose it because it has become a part of me!

Well it is the one LDW site that I have been going back to and back again for years. Its design is simple and classy, everything works and there is always something fun to read or look at. Be it a Mistresses ‘about me’ section and her picture, the links to blogs and the erotic blogosphere, the external links to other interesting sites or the fact that on the way in there is a great picture of Ms Tia and her corset. An image that has become synonymous with Cockcontrol and ,I expect, dripping cocks the world over. Who wouldn’t like to see a picture  of a beautiful woman in a corset? I’d bet more than a few callers picture themselves in that corset, and even more looking up from the floor at it and the woman wearing it.

I think what keeps me coming back to the site though is exploring the links from it. It seems that LDW are setting up more and more sites that stem from Cockcontrol. Specialising in cuckoldry, feminisation, cam shows (by the callers) internet broadcast radio shows, tease video and more. Searching these has broadened my knowledge on certain subjects and these other sites in turn have links to yet more external sites some of which have made it to my bookmarks folder already. I must admit they are mostly picture sites…

The site is not just for the occasional caller either. Cockcontrol introduces new ways to torment its regulars, for example the advanced orgasm denial training or a personal training schedule. The personal programs are set up with just one mistress and you are set a personalised program including your kinks and desires for as long as it takes. Sounds fun and definitely something I will have to try out. For the slightly more perverse and dirty among us though, the advanced training sounds like a must try. The chance to be tormented, teased humiliated and generally used by several mistress over the course of a few weeks. Perhaps longer, I guess it depends on how good you are and how long it takes to complete each call with each mistress. Then at the end a multi mistress call! To me that sounds like heaven, the prospect of being teased by so many women at once makes me hard and light headed right now.

Of course I am sure Cockcontrol wouldn’t have lasted so long if it weren’t for its most important asset, the ladies. There seems to be something for everyone now with pretty much every fetish and fantasy catered for in some way. If you can’t find it listed under a ladies profile then they are very willing to accommodate and learn a bit about it to further your experience as a caller. I have to say that every of the many calls I have made has been very very fun and enjoyable, both for me and from what I am told, the ladies. In the end that’s what makes it a good experience and different from other sites. If the ladies truly enjoy what they do, then the experience for the callers is oh so much better