The answers are easy; how i got to them isn’t!
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i have been a lover of ldw for years and love all the Mistresses. i started off in Sissy School, because that is what i considered myself. i loved dressing in soft sissy outfits and having my Mistress help make the sensation even more delicious. i had the pleasure of talking to many Mistresses, some who are still here and some who have moved on, but they were all great. One night though i was enticed into a two girl call and got introduced to MsGrace. i absolutely fell in love with that voice!
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i continued to call different Mistresses, always curious about the new ones, but for some reason i always seemed to come back to MsGrace. Then one night MsGrace asked if i would like to do a two girl call with MsTara. She knew MsTara was my first and that night was the best call ever, even to this day. We had so much fun and the call just went on an on… one of those calls a sissy never wants to have end. Well that night i knew that all that MsGrace really wanted was for me to have an enjoyable experience each time i was with Her. And both MsTara and MsGrace posted about the call in Their blogs and i was a hooked… hooked and happy as can be!
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It is because of evenings like that that i have tried to show the Mistresses how much i appreciate Their effort. It was so nice to be able to fly MsTara to Vegas, and to this day She has been so sweet to me. And buying dinner for the Mistresses in Florida was a treat for me as well! They are all wonderful, and i love being in chat with all of them from Two Bitch Tuesday and our League of Pain Chat with MsElizabeth to the feminization chat with MsCecilia… and then there is Cock Radio! Each Mistress is special in Her own way, and they are all so welcumming.
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There just was something special about MsGrace though… something that kept drawing me in. She just had a way of leading me down this fantasy path, but what was so exciting is that i really didn’t know where this path was taking me. i just knew that if i let Her lead me, it would be a path that i would never want to leave.
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One day there was this email from MsGrace with the shopping list of bubble bath, nail polish, candles and Glamour Magazine that led to the most relaxing evening i ever had and the call that followed was wonderful telling Her all about the feelings i had. But She was going to make things even more exciting and the next time instead of painting my own nails, i was going to get my first pedicure. She knew how much i would love it… and i also found out what a secret You Women have been keeping from us. She was sooooo right! And then the next time MsGrace even had me do a call with Her while i was getting my pedi! That is why i love Her so… She is always looking for a way to make my next call even more exciting than the last!
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i am not sure where it happened, but at some point She was no longer just MsGrace, She was my Princess! But She is also not just my Princess… She is the Princess to dozens of other admiring pets. Her Thursday night TeaseTime is a highlight of each week for many of us. i am constantly amazed at how She can make more than 20 of us feel like we are Her special one… She just loves all of Her pets! And then the MP3’s She shares are amazing. She always seems to have something for every type of fantasy from sissies to cock control. And that brings me to the other part of this story…
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As i said, i started my doings at ldw in Sissy School, but one night when i was chatting with Princess She had me check out www.ExtremeRestraints.com . We sort of went shopping together and that night i bought a CB2000, and so began my journey into the world of Cock Control.
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In the same way Princess made being sissy and femme a new experience each time we chatted, She introduced me to cock control and denial, something i never thought i would enjoy. And in keeping with the way Princess makes Her pets feel special, She even honored me by sending me Her collar… something i wear with pride because She is just so special!
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At the same time MsAlly, i want to say how much fun it is to share the experience of being locked away with the other Mistresses and chatters. The rooms seem to take some delight in sharing my ordeals and then there is always MsHannah or MsAshley on Cock Radio to even further enhance the enjoyment of having my cock securely under control. But the reason i so love Princess is that just being locked up isn’t enough. No, She knows i can make it even more fun by getting a lap dance with my cage on, not just the time on Bourbon Street, but again at the OG while all of You were somewhere with me in Vegas! The way Princess goes so far beyond just phone sex to make my time with Her so memorable is the reason i do love Her! And She has this wonderful way of balancing reality and fantasy, knowing what is safe to do and what we should just dream about doing.
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That is really what is so wonderful about the whole ldw experience. i have a great job but with a lot of responsibilities and a great wife, that Princess and i call the Queen. And just as Princess knows how to balance fantasy and reality in our calls, ldw allows me to balance fantasy and reality in my life. i must say it has actually helped my marriage.  Princess knows how much i love the Queen and often gives me advice on how to please the Queen as well, and the Queen always seems to love it.
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With all the stresses of life today, it is nice to have ldw and my Princess to strike that balance among work, home and play. And when it comes to play, there is nothing more exciting to me now than locking my cock away and sending Princess my key only to get the lockbox holding it back from Her. Wanting and needing and finally begging for Her sweet release. And when She does finally grant it, it is pure ecstasy!
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Well maybe now You understand why i said i love Cock Control at ldw. i do think that Black Book Girls is probably the best looking page just because of color pictures, although the picture of MsTia on Cock Control is pretty erotic. i also do have a special spot for Sissy School just because i am still a sissy. But until Princess hosts Cock Radio (which would move it to the top for me) Cock Control and complete devotion to my special Princess is going to be what makes ldw the place for me.
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i could probably go on for ever singing the praises of ldw, all the wonderful Mistress, Cock Control and my Princess, but then that’s what a blog is for. You will find plenty more on mine www.pantysue.blogspot.com about why i love all of these things, but i don’t want to go on too far. Thank You and all of the Mistresses for all that You do for us… and thank You for helping me find my Princess and the way to have Her truly control my cock!